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The video I mentioned in the reading for self sabotage: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izb9KNITyaY
This video was in my "watch later" list. I don't even know when I put it there, just watched it and felt it was what I needed. I don't know that it comforted me- I'm definitely feeling that confusion. He comes in then runs away, then comes back in weeks to months later and then RUNS AWAY! I give space and know I need the space too but it's so emotionally pulling. I feel like it's all in my head and I need to get past this but my heart doesn't let me. When he's…. quiet I guess is the best way to describe his run away- I feel like he doesn't really feel the same for me, then he comes in, says he can't stop thinking about me, then just as fast as he is back… he's gone. It's frustrating and confusing. I'm a little exhausted with it. Anyone else going through this? I talk to nobody about it because I don't think anyone would understand.
I literally just met my “true twin” on the 7th…under completely unexpected circumstances. I was at a light language class and he sits right next to me for two whole days. While the teacher (his friend) actually noticed and announced me and him are twin souls…(after way too many synchronicities and telepathic communication happening when we didn’t even know during class, we received same signs from Universe, both drawn to sacred geometry and Metatron, same soul map, my last name is his middle name…the artwork he showed me on the second day of the workshop is actually matching my whole outfit that day down to my ring that I was wearing, from color to the geometry patterns…and I was so drawn to his another art piece that is called Unity 1.2 and he uses copper and link it to Venus and he did that piece thinking of feminine energy, while I had my copper bracelet on and the bracelet name was in fact same Venus…) it was scary in sync…yet we both are awkward. He seems to have so much not wanting to talk about. I’m at a point of walking away from the whole TF journey. He basically appeared right after I’ve decided to drop the whole TF thing. We also both saw each other’s past life face while looking at our current face, it’s like we morph into our past life. We did exchanged phone numbers but never texted each other afterwards. I am not sure at this point. You are right on I wanted to walk away and just drop the whole thing and just be free. It’s been exactly 24 months and now I meet him. I really don’t know. And he seems like he doesn’t know what to do or say anyway. I can’t even think of what can we do for mission. It is way too confusing right now and I am trying to center myself. And after understanding the monad and over souls, I think we can have multiple twin flames? As long as we vibe the same? Still not very clear on that part…😔
I did not know anything about twin flames until i met this bozo in a syncronistic meeting. Energy was so high, one ackward date, and he bolted. I had a complete purge ba ck to the age of 6 weeks old. My angels won't let me give up. As soon as i say anything like this waiting is stupid. I see more clever signs that just can't be by accident. I feel the attachment, and i know it is not over. We are separated by many miles, but i will see him again. Working on loving myself more until then. If he never comes back this will be a cruel trick of the universe. This connection is painfully real.
Yup…virgo me left gemini after 11 yrs of his trickery abuse physically verbaly emotionally..bouncing from ex to ex.. finally first hand caught him this last year w anther karmic he found juggliing us.. juggles every single of his relationship since he born..😣 i leave he goes to her..they brak uo he come to me and visa veta and visa versa..i left him nov 1 he got back w her tyat day and since 4 days now he tryin w me ..even last week he posted about him and the karmic. Bites so now he tryin w me..hes trash..im ignoring him.. ater 11cyears of this i just cant go back or tryst this gemini right??? Someine ple help me w my question.. I my intuition after doing this 1 million times in 11 years he's bored he needs someone to make him feel better as usual instead of doing his shadow work himself he uses every X or any new Supply to make him feel better so he doesn't have to deal with what a f**** piece of s*** he is..sirry God but your son is hurting/ripping and when I say ripping I mean it in every sense of the word emotionally physically verbally and soulwise.. but when is his tower moments coming.? God bless him cuz all the ppl gemini has hurt. Hes well i dont want to even imagine.. I can only imagine my own pain for the last 11 years all the way up kind of until now because he's still trying to contact me trying last night. Was he my karmic? Cuz I don't think the Divine masculine is perfect but I'm pretty sure he wouldn't have did what he's been doing the last 11 years to me? If somebody's reading this who's intuitive I hope you can answer some of these questions but I'm pretty sure I know the answer.. but you're reading with spot-on when he moved a year ago we've both been traveling to see each other but little did I know he was with the karmic that he found up there as usual and they have the same birthday the both Geminis so she showed up in the reading he showed up in the rating I showed up in the reading and I think I'm going to pass because I'm ready for new beginning with the real Divine masculine
Amen! Thank you
I think I gave up before the blessing arose, and then I manifested a narcissist. Now after a painful 4 months, I am bringing myself back on path and back into balance. 🧘♀️🙏💌
Sounds just like me… Been waiting for years and nothing. I am ready go but I know I want this. I don't know what to do
I love stability, and the union takes that away from me…its making me unstable and confused ..I cant live like that …I want to walk away ,but having a hard time..idk what to do anymore . I'm ok on my own and I get plenty of attention from men and am interested in someone else, very much..but this connection is preventing me from exploring the other person ..what do I do? 😩 we've just discovered each other ,back in march ..I'm new to this..ugh and everyrine I try to commit and wait ,I'm net with his resistance! His resistance is what's killing me …I'm tired..I can be alone ,on my own just fine. I have been for 4 years..I'm happy and healthy! But the connection is dragging out and making me feel uncomfortable. I know it's about lessons ,obviously ,so I am learning ..I'm a pisces btw
Has anyone ever done a reading where DM and DF are not in such a mess. None ever say they are in union happy.
I haven't given up..however I am completely detached. DF has always received the sharp end of the stick, DM is always confused and has not awakened, the karmic is the hell-raiser and appears to be the only one that is benefiting from the union.
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Spot on – and Gratitude <3 <3 <3
Heartfelt thank you for this – so helpful. Blessings to you. 💗🙏💗
Oh Erika, this is so right, my connection with a certain person just tentatively, and excitingly, got into the physical realm again but I am so on the brink of giving up on it altogether if he doesn't fully come forward to me with a sensible offer of something! Even though I am really excited about anything happening at all it is just making me almost more frustrated that the whole situation seems so impossible! xx
I think for me It hasn't manifested because it isn't going to. I am not as ready for it as I claim to be. I am learning. I have been waiting almost 3 decades. I will continue to do the work on myself even if I never have a physical union. Thanks for this video.
After being ghosted and no contact for two weeks and no responding to my text I said goodbye good luck and I blocked my twin because he still got some real heavy karma to go through and I just don't think I can sit by patiently and watch as he falls into quicksand he set himself up for, I am too busy doing stuff and focusing on myself.
Why not walk away – it was always a "hope and a prayer" for his attention! I've been finding comfort as I keep saying "God what else is possible?" It feels like it causes me to me to keep open to new possibilities as I walk away from things at do not have any chance of changing? Yes, I am walking away with the Grace of God and feel hopeful, ready and accepting new possibilities.
SO ACCURATE and you've confirmed what my intuition has been saying
Thank you so much 💚
Namaste
Just keeping on keeping on…
waiting for my slow moving DM! Trusting the process of waiting💜💜💜💜💜
Perfect timing. I keep finding reasons to text him and he messages me back for a bit but I feel like I’m sabotaging my chances with him when I do that
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The reason I didn't go to the door is because I looked horrible. I needed to take a bath and wash my hair. He did spook me after he passed away. We were having a few issues. I still love him and I miss him. We're both twin flames in past lives as well. Something was wrong with my computer so I had to use my son's lap top, it would not allow me to make commits.
Now it is fixed. Beverly
Very true. I was so close to giving up this week. The pain of separation just became unbearable for some reason. Thank you.
My love and I had been together for 18 years and he passed away. He spooked me. He has come to me three times. I love him and always will. He came to my house three times and
knocked at my door, but because I looked like mess, I didn't want him to see me like that. Now I am prepared if he comes back. Bev.
Thanks so much . Spot on and the clarity I needed x
You read me like crazy..im sooo tired of waiting
Everything was on point That is exactly how i am feeling
I have the same moonology deck and I pulled the "nothing will come of this situation" card
Spot on! Thank you 🙏
She wants to move & relocate
TY TY
May you all be encouraged.
I'm enjoying my self love high
& working on my life purpose.
I set it & forget it. Since I put the intention out there, I have to get out of the way: the 👼 knows how to orchestrate 3D union. Time to get out of the way & allow them to do what they do best: they make sh*t happen.
Time now 444: you are never alone, be encouraged.
Signing off 506
Divine timing is at work in your lives. Time is truly an illusion. Separation is an illusion. Fear is an illusion: false evidence appearing real. You are together in 5D.
Some obstacles & blockages are actually from past lives. Some are from people in your life that you need to forgive: can be yourself or others.
Both counterparts in separation it is imperative that you remove the blockages in your own life.
May you seek guidance from whoever you believe in to continue to guide you on what still need to be cleared.
May you send positive affirmations & love & support to your counterpart. May you send the energy of even if we don't come into 3D union that I desire you to live your best life whether with me or without me.
Must come into union with self.
Remember there is always freewill, the DM or DF can choose to not go into 3D union.
Like Erika explained may you continue doing your inner work & not waiting. & continue setting your intentions & you will attract your TF to you or a soul mate.
Whoever you believe in sees your heart & knows your intentions & desire not to deprive you. So may you continue on your self love healing journey, when you least expect it, Don't be surprised if something supernatural happens to bring you into some type of union if that is what you desire because some may not desire to be in a relationship. & Some may perform their mission with TF without coming into 3D union in the traditional marriage sense.
May you enjoy your journey of coming into oneness with self. May you identify what you truly desire & express that intention.
My motto: set it & forget it.
Obsessing & yearning actually repels union. So may you be so firm in yourself & establish your boundaries, so if you desire union with anyone, you will enforce your boundaries or remove yourself from situations where a person chooses not to respect your boundaries & vice versus.
Sometimes, we can also display toxic patterns.
How can u walk away when its DIVINELY guided..
If you have a true love connection do not let it go. If you do only hard times will come upon you. Heed this warning…you must wait patiently until God makes him move. Your counter part cannot come forth unless God allows.
I feel more like I'm the only one trying and he feels like he has no interest. I too am just exhausted. 🥴
God’s work is first and foremost in this relationship. I will always put God #1.
Competition is not in my future. What I have to do is very important for the New Earth, humanity. My counterpart is going to have to come to the understanding of the important path he is supposed to be going to. Selfishness has no place in the Divine partnership. Ego and pride is not going to be tolerated. Trickery can’t be hidden. I hold many blessings in what my future holds, secrets as well. Equal opportunity in giving and taking.
Commitment and Union
is what I am calling for.
There will be no more towers for this connection, because I am not willing to play anymore games. Final
walking away from this is coming closer and closer DM. Do your spiritual healing process. DF.
I am scared, but if he's ready, than I'll do what I have to. And of course I wouldn't put my life on hold. Yes, I have done it myself but I need him. Wake up!!
Would you recommend the parenting course before children are in the picture ?
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"Fear of heartbreak may be holding things back…but don't put your life on hold…you have been good on your own, union with self! You have been wanting that sincere offer…she wants the tangible evidence …. Guidance: Masculine wants to give to her in the way she deserves. Feminine: something stable IS coming in the physical plane. It is on it's way and the universe is bringing, on the brink…" THANKS ERIKA! Needed confirmation – Mark in Toronto.
My DM and I reconnected early October after a spell of no contact. Feeling like we picked up where we emotionally left off. Definitely some pain and regrets over the time lost, but easing back into things — trying to lay down solid foundation, but it really is a process. Rebuilding trust. I am ready for a real commitment. I want the next level, whatever what looks like for us. I do have some fears that I will end up stuck and waiting right where i was before. I know he is hellbent on being financially secure and “ready” before we move forward.. but when are u ever really “ready” for life? I just want to live and enjoy ours together. Trying to remind myself to enjoy the journey and not focus on the destination, but it’s a slippery slope with us staying stagnant. I want to marry him (not tomorrow, but at some
Point soon!), I don’t want to stay “dating” my DM.